DAY 50

every night my fiance has to tie my hands up because i violently scratch myself in my sleep. he says when he tries to stop me i get all crazy and yell at him to stop. i have no recollection of that. anyways, last night we accidentally fell asleep without tying my hands. i woke up in the middle of the night with cuts and bleeding scratches all over my neck. i feel horrible because yesterday was actually a good day for me. i could feel my skin healing. mobility was a little better too. however, today i am back to square one.